I’ve lost 50lbs.
I thought it would be enough.
Now all I look like is a skinny girl who got fat instead of a fat girl getting skinny.
50lbs down. Less than two thirds down.
20lbs of disgusting, ugly, shameful fat to go until I reach my ugw of 115.
I hate myself.
I have to get this shit off of me.
Got new running shoes today. Gym tomorrw to get a new mmbership.
And vegan diet till halloween.
Wish me luck. I guess.
I’ll kill myself or starve myself to death if I’m not at least 120 before my birthday in feb.